The bell above the door jingled as the older couple walked out of Mission Coffee Shop on State Street. A crowd of young techies from the near-by start-up were enthusiastically chomping on the shop’s famous roast beef sandwiches. Across the room, the old man with the brown briefcase was in his usual corner, perusing The New York Times as he had been for the past two hours. Spotting some customers walking through the door, Leila quickly swept up some crumbs from the counter and greeted them with a sincere smile. “Hello! Welcome to Mission Coffee Shop!” She reached up to adjust her hijab. The sunflower-yellow scarf Leila used today was a bit slipperier than the others she owned and wouldn’t stay in place. She had started wearing the hijab in sixth grade. It had been uncomfortable for the first few weeks, and during the sweltering Northwest summers, the scarf would trap her sweat and body heat. But just like anything in life, she became accustomed to it, and it was part of her identity now. Leila had grown up in a liberal area of Oregon. People had always accepted her for who she was and if they had questions, they asked, she would answer, and they would leave with a new piece of knowledge. The tinkle of the bell brought Leila’s attention back to the present. She turned around to get a wrinkled menu from the counter, not noticing the woman with a venomous look in her eyes quickly advancing towards her from behind. A slight cough caused Leila to pivot backwards on the balls of her feet, ready to help a customer in need. Instead, the woman’s fingers, which had begun to grasp the edge of Leila’s hijab, violently yanked, Leila’s head twisting back sharply. The pin which she had used to secure her scarf scraped the tender skin of her scalp as the woman pulled further, until the yellow scarf was wrapped around her neck, choking her in the clutch of Islamophobia and hatred. A ragged gasp tore out of her throat, mixing saliva and shock into one horrible, tangled knot of a situation. Leila’s curly brown hair, which no person outside her family had seen in eight years, was now exposed to all the customers in the coffee shop, whose mouths were agape at this savage act. This was the scene in the shop as people walked by outside, not noticing a young woman’s dignity being stolen.
Leila quickly wrapped the yellow fabric around her head again, desperately trying to save her modesty. Her breath was coming in short, rapid bursts, and her hands were still trembling as she faced the woman. “Excuse me?”
The woman turned around, and Leila could suddenly see the humanity of the situation: the lines that age had carved across the woman’s face, the uneven clumps of brown mascara stuck to her lower lashes. Then she remembered what this person had just done to her and stopped noticing the details, stopped absorbing everything human about her. Leila started clenching her fists and then letting go, tightening and loosening, squeezing and letting go. Her heart was still pounding erratically from the incident. “Excuse me. Why-” Her voice choked in her throat. Swallowing hard, she continued, “Why did you pull off my hijab?” Leila’s voice was starting to ascend in octave, and she could feel the moisture leaking out of her eyes. She just wanted to know why the woman had done what she had done, how she justified her actions to herself, how a human could do this to a fellow human. No part of the situation was making any sense to Leila and it was beginning to overwhelm her. The tears quivered on Leila’s lower eyelids before quickly taking the plunge off her thick lashes. She flicked away the droplets and focused on the woman standing in front of her, trying to find a reason, any reason, for her brutality. “What anger do you have against me personally? I just don’t un-”
The woman finally looked Leila straight in the eye and smirked as though she was a autocratic teacher and Leila an ignorant child. “You fucking Arabs have brought nothing but death and tragedy to our country. Go back to the desert, you camel jockey!”
At this point, Leila didn’t know what she was doing anymore. She pointed at the door, her index finger trembling in a way that was only visible to her. “Get out of here,” she ordered, past the point of caring whether or not her behavior towards this “customer” was appropriate. “You and your disgusting actions have no place here. Get out!” When the woman didn’t budge, she pushed her out of the door and onto the sidewalk.
The jingling of the bell snapped Leila out of her wishful thoughts. Her breathing was still coming in irregular bursts as she turned around to face the woman, whose fingers had just finished pulling the scarf off Leila’s head. Leila slowly turned and stood there with her mouth open, trying to say something, anything, yet no words came out. In her trance, her mind had spoken the words that her mouth would not. She blinked a few times and saw the woman push the door open. The bell tinkled and then she could see her no more.


